05-04-2019 11:20 AM
05-04-2019 11:20 AM
@eudemonism thanks for care and support and good advise. I think that is for the best as well.I am in pain now having brought on the grief. But I am sure with time,days,weeks, months, the pain will ease and I will start new living again.
I am out for a walk and bought myself coffee.
Thanks again.
06-04-2019 06:00 AM
06-04-2019 06:00 AM
06-04-2019 10:01 AM
06-04-2019 10:01 AM
@eudemonism thanks for care and support. It helps a lot. Now life goes on. I am by myself. Hard to find emotional support. I keep myself busy. But hard to feel good. Apart from forum friends, I don't have any friends.No family apart from very elderly and need support mum.
I just have to keep going.
Life is hard.
Thanks for thinking and write to me.
06-04-2019 10:16 AM
06-04-2019 10:16 AM
@eudemonism @Shaz51 @MDT @outlander @CheerBear I survived. I come to forgive my father. Now I just feel a bit numb. Looking to future, it will be a hard life. Battling alone. I am seeing a psychologist next week.May help with some face to face support.
My mum is deteriorating fast. Hard for me to deal with her dementia.
I hope you will have better luck than me.
Have a good weekend.
06-04-2019 10:29 AM
06-04-2019 10:29 AM
06-04-2019 12:03 PM
06-04-2019 12:03 PM
@CheerBear @eudemonism @Shaz51 @MDT @outlander Since the onset of my mental illness, it’s been twenty five years. I had many flare ups, half the time wasn’t well, fifteen admissions . Now I have been stable for over a year mentally. Deal with some deep emotional issues. Realize time had passed. Now I am in my fifties. Mum deteriorating physically and mentally. She has been there for me. I don’t want to put her in care.Then for myself, I don’t have support network. May be it’s normal, people come and go in lives. I work part time. Try to join groups to make myself busy. Hard to find friends, apart here from the forum.
I don’t know what to look forward to.
May be if I keep going to the groups. May find some friends after some time.
Keep myself fit.
Exercise.
Support others best I can.
Hope things will work out.
06-04-2019 01:11 PM
06-04-2019 01:11 PM
06-04-2019 01:47 PM
06-04-2019 01:47 PM
06-04-2019 02:16 PM
06-04-2019 02:16 PM
Deep emotional pain is taking over my life. @MDT @Meowmy
why do we have to go through do much psin that it hurts your heart. Why? I try to answer this question but I don’t know the answer.
Life is so nit fair. So many people suffering.
I better stop otherwise I’ll get more zngry
some days I feel it’s not me on here. It’s a different person crying screaming and hurting. Like a little girl so so hurt. It’s not the real me.
06-04-2019 02:30 PM
06-04-2019 02:30 PM
my sister @BlueBay , you have had a big week and also with your blood pressure going up and down had left you feeling very exhausted today
how are you feeling , still light headed or headachy ?
have you been able to see in your coping box today , sitting with you xx'
with you too @Meowmy , have you got a coping box ??
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