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[REDLINEZ750]

no no slow down them gears from turning in your mind right now please @heartathome

 you have only ever brought me good never anything bad, anything i shared was my choice to do so & if it started something i couldnt shut down safely and  thought i overshared thats on me  my friend......

im glad you said that please know that you contributed zero to my messy state of being

f anything your helping me stay present instead of letting loose & writing next 3 days off completely.

i am very  grateful for whatever this is,  and yeah i know the crush thing too.

i think because only time looking forward to talking or writing to someone our whole lives has mainly been  to a partner so our feelings are tuned to that and on here you also have the mystery element which may well be in my  favour 🙃 

i have a mask that people easily read as might leave this one alone in person😁

i wont go anywhere either unless its beyond my control unless its a mortality thing which after 2 weeks of not hearing from me i think you can be safe to believe it is so never think i just lost interest or dont care because only you can be  heartathome

[heartathome]

Yes sir! 😂

I'm hearing you and I appreciate what you're saying! I can see it from your side. Thank you!

I'm thankful that you aren't wiping yourself out totally. I know the thinking of squeezing in as much as possible before going 'away'.

How are you feeling as it gets closer to Thursday? Anxious, fearful, hopeful, excited, sad. I remember feeling p***** off when I went 'away' that I 'had' to give up the one thing that had been with me and comforted me for so long. I hope they have a gentle side to where you're going! Put the mask down and see what happens. It sounds like a safe place to be yourself, face to face! 

You are grounding to me. I think feeling close to you (non-se*ual) is probably a combination of a few things. Something to talk to my psychiatrist about! 😆 I'll let you know what he says. I love the mystery element of it. I wouldn't be so open if I could see everyone.  

Masks... well, yes! masks helped us survive. I think I'm basically myself most of the time. I have a saying that says you can take me anywhere twice. The second time is to apologise for the first! 😁 I'm just a country 'girl'

Good to hear you will be on unless you pass away. Please don't!

Sh**! I need to go and see what's happening on the other threads. Putting all my eggs in the one basket is another conversation. :face_with_rolling_eyes:

Talk soon 💛

[REDLINEZ750]

i missed notification for this somehow,  @heartathome  i already like you so you see straight through my rcf as kids call it if ever met honestly id be too scared we would lose the connection and that is a reality despite intentions especially when i exceed the mystery 😎 🤔 

well i see you all rugged up at this hour so sleep  we;ll see you round these ways again soon 

yeah thinking all sorts im a bit like a pinball machine during multi ball and tomorrows Monday so 2 days lweft my heart just started then typing it gunna be fun few days !!!    f###k

night mate

[REDLINEZ750]

morning @heartathome 

[heartathome]

Support button isn't working again.

Good morning @REDLINEZ750 You're up early! Have you been to bed? How are you feeling at the moment? 

[Doofenshmirtz]

Good morning @heartathome

Thank you for letting us know that the Support button isn't working! We will try to resolve this as soon as possible. In the meantime, you're more than welcome to fill out a Technical Feedback form https://www.sane.org/technical-feedback so we can keep track of this.

Thank you!

[REDLINEZ750]

this time in 3 days i be on my way @heartathome 

how are you?

slept an hr i think

[heartathome]

I'm okay @REDLINEZ750 I've got nothing planned so I think it will be a long day! 

My thoughts are with you! 💛 

Will you be able to sleep today sometime?

Is the place you're going to near you?

Is your house mate going to look after Pooky while you're away?

Are you allowed to have your phone? Don't forget your phone charger! 😉 

[heartathome]

Thank you @Doofenshmirtz 

I used the technical feedback form. Am I supposed to do that every day, as the button doesn't work most days? I think they would get annoyed with me after a few weeks! 😉

I love your name, by the way! 💛

[rav3n]

hiya @heartathome just saw your post about the technical form so thought i'd pop in to answer - you can report technical issues as many times as you'd like (the more forms submitted, the more info the IT team has to work with). 😊

hope you're having a nice start to the week!