18-10-2025 06:56 PM
18-10-2025 06:56 PM
You also mentioned a barren landscape instead for background and could make it a wild storm setting, that it gives more range for you to mix elements or bottom of a well all sound really good! I'd like to see them all. I think that you're giving me too many options because I can't decide on one thing or another. It's like shopping. It's so hard to make decisions. I do love to see what you can do, though! Keep going, brother! 🌻🤗
18-10-2025 06:58 PM
18-10-2025 06:58 PM
sure thing @heartathome not a problem, 😊
do you happen to still have access to a copy of the words still?
18-10-2025 07:32 PM
18-10-2025 07:32 PM
@REDLINEZ750 I can type them again, which is fine! ☺️
18-10-2025 09:42 PM
18-10-2025 09:42 PM
check your gallery on home page @heartathome maybe there but no stress i just cant remove it from compressing to fit, i have 1 more trick to try though Like this @
19-10-2025 01:51 AM
19-10-2025 01:51 AM

19-10-2025 06:36 AM - edited 19-10-2025 06:50 AM
19-10-2025 06:36 AM - edited 19-10-2025 06:50 AM
Good morning @REDLINEZ750 The light is perfect on both, according to the scenes! Can you put the path back into the background and put the girl that was in rags in. Same with second one. Can I have the girl that was in rags with her back towards us please? Have you got any plans for today? ☺️
19-10-2025 12:52 PM
19-10-2025 12:52 PM
just an easy day on laptop today @heartathome , im in a good headspace i must admit very quiwet in there, with that particular image of girl flipping it to facing opposite direction is a restriction i have but i will find one close now i know your liking.
so you like the second one with path further back/ smaller and with tattered looking girl in first?
hope things are good up north for you today
19-10-2025 03:23 PM
19-10-2025 03:23 PM
Hey @REDLINEZ750 I'm really glad that you're in a good headspace! It feels good! Did you take the bike out last night?
"so you like the second one with path further back/ smaller and with tattered looking girl in first"?
I think so... They will be walking towards the light so we should only see the back of them. I like the back of the tattered girl. I really like the last one you did with just a little bit of light from the muted doorway. Can you take the yellow bit away from the last one. I like the dark room with the dim light.
I'm a bit flat today but okay! I just had some medicinal c*******, so I'm not so clear minded atm. My psych prescribes me a small amount each day to use (for CPTSD and anxiety) instead of some other sedatives. 😎
19-10-2025 07:49 PM
19-10-2025 07:49 PM
This is definitely the background I want for it! It reminds me of where I found her! I like the light on the ground as well. I just remembered that I was going to write the poem out again. Maybe tomorrow. ☺️
20-10-2025 08:51 AM
20-10-2025 08:51 AM
@REDLINEZ750 Here's the poem again.
INNER CHILD
I'm hurting so, I feel so sick
Inside my chest feels like a brick
I might pass out, there's too much pain
But if I stay, I'll go insane
I don't want it covered or pushed down inside
I don't want to run, and I don't want to hide
Looking at her is almost too much
The girl within, I hated such
I'm not clear why or how or where
As it overwhelms, I can hardly bear
I can't get up to face the world
I find myself in a foetal curl
I grasp my stomach, it hurts my head
She is alive, I thought she was dead
I didn't feel, I didn't know
I didn't care, but now it grows
The girl inside, I want her out
She's huddled in fear, of me, no doubt
She is in chains, neglected too
I wonder what I'm supposed to do
I see her face, I see her fear
I never knew she was in there
I'll sit a while, just sit with you
She's so afraid of what I'll do
I'm so, so sorry, I didn't know
You were in there, we'll just go slow
What you feel is all okay
It's not strange to feel that way
Those chains removed, I'll lock the door
In case you run, I can't be sure
You cannot trust, It's okay though
I'll sit with you cause I kinda know
Can I hold you soon and stroke your hair
Cry with you because I care
Slowly now, so, so slow
We'll sit and share so we can grow
Now I know it will never be
The same for us, you and me
My inner child found at last
Of each other we are a part!
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