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27-03-2019 08:26 PM
27-03-2019 08:26 PM
Standing in a crowded room
I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs but won’t even be noticed.
or I feel like I’m riding the rapids in a leaky boat about to tumble over the cascades.
Nothing brings me pleasure not even chocolate.
I’m just going through the motions day in day out.
This past week I’ve really been battling the blues, and schiz for good measure. A lot of negative coping like self harm urges have been floating about.
Can someone just talk to me? I’m in a very dark place and unsure if the light at the end of the tunnel isn’t a train.
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27-03-2019 08:46 PM
27-03-2019 08:46 PM
Re: Standing in a crowded room
Hi @Queenie,
Things sounds so difficult and overwhelming right now and I'm sorry you are going through this. Having to manage what you are managing and not being able to take pleasure in the things you usually enjoy is so difficult. I'm about to send you an email to check in.
Take care,
Tortoiseshell
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27-03-2019 09:16 PM
27-03-2019 09:16 PM
Re: Standing in a crowded room
Thanks @Tortoiseshell for checking in. It kind of helps to know I’m not on my own in this.
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27-03-2019 09:21 PM
27-03-2019 09:21 PM
Re: Standing in a crowded room
I don't know if it would help but I'll be around for a little while longer if you'd like some company.
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27-03-2019 10:34 PM
27-03-2019 10:34 PM
Re: Standing in a crowded room
Do you have a mental health team you could connect with because it sounds really hard to deal with on your own.
I'm sorry you've been so down and the schiz is getting bad too. Do you want to talk more about it.
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28-03-2019 06:21 AM
28-03-2019 06:21 AM
Re: Standing in a crowded room
@Queenie Hey Queenie don't forget how well you have been doing. You have been kicking arse at your studies and you have dropped a dress size from all the gym that you have been doing. You are doing so well. Thinking of you. Love greenpea xxxx
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28-03-2019 09:26 AM
28-03-2019 09:26 AM
Re: Standing in a crowded room
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28-03-2019 11:10 AM
28-03-2019 11:10 AM
Re: Standing in a crowded room
Hello friends,
I am going to my gp today. I’m not sure what to say exactly. I hope I don’t come across as an idiot. I just got a text from my support worker. Apparently I really freaked him out.
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28-03-2019 11:34 AM
28-03-2019 11:34 AM
Re: Standing in a crowded room
Hi @Queenie
Just try and be honest with your gp. I know how hard that can be at times however. I hope it goes well.
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28-03-2019 11:56 AM
28-03-2019 11:56 AM
Re: Standing in a crowded room
Wishing you well.