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[heartathome]

Well, now that's been spoken about. What's the next subject @REDLINEZ750 😆 

I'm glad the psych gave you time to ground yourself! It's good she didn't try and tell you what to do at the time. Did the rest of the appointment go well? How is the SANE group going? 💛

[REDLINEZ750]

hi @heartathome 

sorry i just responded on christian chat what looks like i already said here i apologise if im repeating im a bit behind and not quite with it at moment

i hope your well, i mentioned your camp over there too so wont do it again i will hopefully see where you post response and follow on from there my friend 😊

[heartathome]

Just wanted to say goodnight before I drift off into sleep land @REDLINEZ750 💛  

[heartathome]

Missing you @REDLINEZ750 I hope you're okay! 💛

[heartathome]

Where are you @REDLINEZ750 ? What's happening? Are you sad? Is Pooky okay? 

 

[REDLINEZ750]

im sorry my friend i got some big changes happening and been lost in the whole thing im a bit scared and being stoic on the surface, talking with you has got me back with God which is linked to it all and i am so sorry i got lost in time then i didnt know what to say because i missed how your glamping went then i felt bad and just my head then get negative like i dont deserve  good people all i do is hurt them and i just got on because i have thought about you often and got all twisted till now i had clarity that im being selfish and i thought about you and realised i just want say hello i hope you had good experience on weekend im sorry i also dropped by quickly to bunniekins and i havent read anything im gooing now i hope to talk through day if i havent disrespected you too much i havent read anything just wanted to lsay hello i just realised how i would feel if you disapeared for days i missed my group on friday i was there couldnt get in tried chat here tried ringing got on hold i had said something on another thread night before i  thought id get judged for and i dont care about being judged i care about how i react and getting in gtrouble on sane and then these changes i tilted my default is im bad and im in trouble and when i like people like you it hurts me when to think i made them angry so i make them angry by hiding vicious circle you shouldnt of been exposed to.

this is pookys why did you take helmet down and  put leather jacket on face

im worried about seperated from him for months  on top of it all 

im sorry @heartathome i havent said hello  sooner

psalm34;18

i missed you and i am sorry i caused anyone to worry

[heartathome]

I am crying @REDLINEZ750 I'm just glad that you and Pooky are okay! Thanks for getting in touch! You're not being selfish! We have to do what we need to do to stay okay. You've obviously got a lot on your plate at the moment. I don't want you to feel you need to be stoic when you're on here with me. I've been thinking about you a lot and have been sad not to see you. I'm not angry. How can I be angry with you? I'm relieved! Why do you have to separate from Pooky? Can you tell me? I've missed you as well!! 

Glamping was fun. It had a queen bed, side tables, a kitchenette and aircon. The only thing that was missing was a toilet. I found a small bucket that worked brilliantly throughout the night! 😆I liked having my privacy and got involved with what I wanted.

I gave my testimony to a young couple who asked me. My pastor asked if I would give my testimony in church. I said no. There is so much stuff, I wouldn't know where to start. I might try and write something out at a later stage. 

Thanks again for getting in touch! 💛